My mind became a shadow,

Clouded with every gray line.

Let me forget this over time,

Don’t ever come back to my mind.

Spit these words that speak when you lie.

What are you going to think up this time?

 

Fool me again, I’ll be back for that promise,

Until you are honest

In the modest

Sense of the word,

Turn to the fake life that I heard.

 

Was this the last? Who am I kidding?

It’s another one of your missions completing.

 

The candle burnt on both ends,

The rain puts it out when the spell sends

You knocking at my door, so I open it.

And you stand there looking in,

But not another myth again

I ain’t having it.

 

Too many stones in this rainbow,

I let go before hitting the ultimate low.

It’s too late to debate,

At any rate, it’s no longer great,

To see you in my tunnel vision

With such precision.

 

Warning signs all around,

But you played me for a foolish clown.

That was my fault, holy father.

As a matter of fact, I’ll take you farther,

Cuz you were a sinner as a beginner.

 

Never adapted to change,

The generic face that you made,

From the mistakes you thought would fade,

But they stayed

Permanently

Sunk into my reality

Can’t deny my creativity

Pull me up towards gravity

Stop fucking lying to me.

 

My mind is like a pen,

No running out of ink,

Only makes me think,

Of the embarrassment

No more harassment

What you said instead

As I laid in bed

Wishing I were dead.

 

Give a fuck next time,

You owe it to your daughter for the first time,

Give up the drinking and drugs from time to time,

I’m almost done with my last rhyme,

But in the meantime,

 

I will not apologize

I’ll speak the truth until you realize

It’s only fair game when you play

Forgive me but I refuse to shy away

Cant’ find my cascade

That I search for every day

Well I don’t know what else to say

About this unforgiven disease called AIDS.